Cyndi☆Chaotika

C H A O T I K A
1983 † 2007

Cyndi Chaotika · Uperr Left Photograph ©Unknown · Cyndi Chaotika · Lower Right Photograph ©Justice Howard
Original Photograph of Broadway ©Unknown · Artwork ©Petra Maricela Vioetarojo de Cordero

You are at, CCMT, 'Cyndi Chaotika Memorial & Tribute' site. it was created to honor and pay tribute to Cyndi Chaotika. Cyndi was a unique and brilliant independent artist, performance artist, writer and model . CCMT & CCF was inspired by the tragic and sudden death of Cyndi Chaotika, Cyndi died as a result of *SEPSIS from using dirty needles. Her condition was complicated by pneumonia and kidney failure. I have been told by several people, including Kathy, (Cyndi's mom) that Cyndi's husband refused to allow Cyndi to seek medical help when she first started feeling ill. In addition to this, I know for a fact that he kept Cyndi isolated for several months before her death. Justice Howard (Cyndi's dearest friend) and I tried to contact Cyndi without success for months before her death. Did any of this contribute to Cyndi's death, I can not say, I'm not a doctor and sadly, I wasn't there. However, due to the demise of her health which eventually caused her death, I allege, YES! It is no secret that I spoke to Kathy Carver, Cyndi's mom about going to the district attorney to pursue criminal charges against Cyndi's husband. He commited suicide before I could follow through with an investigation to find out if he had anythiong to do with Cyndi's death.

CCMT & CCF does not advocate addiction, it is not for the purpose of glamorizing or romanticizing the use of drugs legal or illegal, medically or self prescribed. However, CCMT & CCF recognizes the need for education and a national Directory of Syringe Exchange Programs for intravenous drug users. Education is key for family members and friends regarding issues, symptoms and the, signs to look for in a loved one who has become addicted to drugs and or alcohol. There are serious, painful and terminal dangers for those who use drugs and alcohol to the point of addiction. Sharing needles or using dirty needles causes deaths worldwide some of which could be prevented through a needle exchange program. It seems almost too simple when you say it but it really is not. Many people have no idea that their loved ones use drugs and are in need of assistance. Those that do know, most often they find it too difficult to accept. Parents, friends, lovers, relatives, even strangers feel lost as to what direction to take. People don't know how to go about implementing a plan or even how to approach the person with the problem. Addiction is more than just a 'stupid choice' and to refer to drug abuse with anything but love, understanding and a positive plan is judgmental and extremely unhelpful. One could start by setting boundaries and rules, do what is vital to the situation before it is too late. Intervention, healing and recovery is difficult but it is possible. It does require great love and prayer, humility, perseverance, courage, strength, support and professional help. People who use drugs do deserve a fighting chance, don't give up on your loved ones because they have abandoned themselves and their dreams. We all fall short and I do believe that if not for Gods grace it could be you or I. Perhaps you overeat, maybe you are one of the millions that can not get through a day without consuming unhealthy volumes of coffee, tobacco, candy or fast food. The list of damaging habits is endless, habits that do just as much harm as drug and or alcohol abuse. You are not better than the person who's drug of choice is an illegal substance, you are just better off, be thankful not judgmental.

In addition, this site will not ever contact you through any media such as but not limited to, email, telephone, text or in person to solicit funds for CCMT or CCF. This to include any and all persons involved with CCMT and CCF. If you are approached in any capacity by anyone, any group and or organization saying that they represent CCMT, CCF, Cyndi or her family, or myself, Petra Maricela Thompson Violetarojo it is a fraudulent attempt to extract funds from you. They do not represent CCMT or CCF. Please report them to the proper authorities and CONTACT us directly so that we can make a record of it and follow through with a formal complaint of our own.

*Sepsis, Septicemia is a painful death sentence in most cases for intravenous drug users but is also preventable. Sepsis can result from using dirty needles or not cleansing the skin properly prior to injecting oneself with drugs. Sepsis occurs when large numbers of infectious agents exist in the blood. Bacteria usually enter the blood from an infection somewhere in the body. Infections with fungi and parasites may lead to sepsis as well.